How long do I use that as my relationship status?
That question just hit me.
I do a lot of surveys. And that is always one of the questions.
I may have to look into that. I know they used to wear black for a year.
It’s been two years.
What am I now?
I just love my mailman. He struts around in here like he’s the sexiest thing on two legs. I love his confidence in himself. He’s funny and fun and I enjoy the few minutes I get almost every morning with him.
Yesterday, he felt the need to apologize for not taking a box I had to mail out. He didn’t take it because his vehicle was 2 blocks away. It was only a 5 pound box but damn that can get heavy in humid weather. He would come back for it later.
Anyway….He wanted to say he was sorry and he gave me a hug. His goatee brushed my neck.
I need a boyfriend…..
Half day at work today. I have so many things to get done before the weekend and before I leave.
I have a bazillion thoughts running through my head today.
I don’t like how I feel as if I am being told how to live in my own house. Daughter is starting to get on my nerves with redoing my dishes (even tho they have sat there a few days), messing up my laundry so I have to redo it after I spend $1,000 on a new washer and dryer, telling me how to interact with my dog….the list goes on. I wonder HOW I managed to survive as long as I have.
I shouldn’t bitch. Most of the time it’s good. I’m just used to a rhythm and rhyme to my home and it’s been disrupted.
On a high note, things are leaving at a much more rapid pace. I’m happy about that. A desk and a trunk are leaving soon. Grandson needs them at college. I really need that huge bookcase gone. I need to get some good photos of it tonight and list it.
Blew some money on a JD lawn mower last night. I need something more dependable. I think I’m gonna play with it this weekend. Would have been nice if there was a bagger with it. Some of those guys are kinda cute. (bet few get this).
Have a new guy interested. Keep your fingers crossed. I talk to Nick about them. I know he understands. He told me not to mourn long. That has been a difficult request to honor.