Nick’s MRI results 11/20/2015

I’m jumping ahead today…..to today….

Nick called me this morning. He had gone in for a doctor appointment at 7:20am for the results of his MRI from Monday.

It should have been a clue for me that he was sniffling like he has a cold.

He doesn’t have a cold.

MRI shows a spot on his liver and a kidney. An ultrasound is scheduled for sometime in December. He was too rattled to remember the date.

I’ve said from the beginning that this will never end or go away. He says it will end when he dies. Sometimes I really hate being right. So does he.

I have done nothing but sit here with tears in my eyes since 10am.

I don’t know where to go from here. I’m numb inside.