Waiting…..and waiting……

So Thursday is Nick’s first Chemo Treatment.

We are both nervous and worried and scared about how sick he’ll get. He is so worried about spending 3 days in bed with a puke bucket instead of me.

Because as much as I love him, that sound will have ME in bed with a puke bucket too. And both of us doing that?


I’m finding I really hate the ‘unknown’.

It’s unknown how he’ll feel after his Chemo treatment.

It’s unknown if it will have any effect on his cancer.

It’s unknown how long before Nick decides he has no ‘quality of life’ and stops his treatments.

They said 10-12 months a month ago;  it’s unknown if that is more with treatment or less without.

I have SO much freakin’ paperwork to do I don’t know WHICH end is up.



About Boo

Grandmother to 10....no 11....or is it 12 now? Getting back into life after losing the love of my life to cancer. Read my struggles with daily life........or don't. But I hope it helps ONE person get thru the same thing I went thru......
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2 Responses to Waiting…..and waiting……

  1. fredrieka says:

    Calgon and a case of beer

    Liked by 1 person

  2. Ronda says:

    Sure hope it goes well for him! ❤

    Liked by 1 person

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