And that’s as good as it gets…..


I swear, if it weren’t for the huge weight loss, you could not tell Nick is ill most days.

Then there are days that I think I have to have a doctor on call. That Hospice should be with me. Then he rallies back again.

It’s nerve wracking. I’m constantly heaving sighs of relief after holding my breath for 2 days.

He started crashing last night. So it’s the 2 days of holding my breath while sitting here at work. We are scheduled for an endoscopy again on the 19th. Immediate and severe pain after bites 2 or 3 during a meal.

It’s nuts.

It never ends…


About Boo

Grandmother to 11....or is it 12 now? Getting back into life after losing the love of my life to cancer. Read my struggles with daily life........or don't. But I hope it helps ONE person get thru the same thing I went thru......
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6 Responses to And that’s as good as it gets…..

  1. Oh jeeze. I’m so sorry. They did a CAT scan? Why and endoscopy? Especially if it hurts. Of course they do numb it … I know they did that on Rich in the ENT office.

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  2. joliesattic says:

    Prayers out to you both!

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  3. fredrieka says:

    I so remember the roller coaster ride. Hang in there. Hope you get Hospice they can be such a blessing especially when the roller coasters gives you chaos..

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