………….and I wasn’t really alone in the fact that Laurie stopped by, chatted a bit while she fixed her check.
And Nancy stopped by and brought me a stuffed green pepper. OMG YUM! Yes, I ate.
And Jon called and talked for 1 hour and 8 minutes. He’s called almost every night. He is really taking this hard.
And people were texting, WhatsApping and Facebook Messengering, and and and…
……….I got nothing done.
Don’t get me wrong….I love that people are not letting me sit and stew…but if you come over? Help me get some crap sorted….and photos taken so I can get this stuff online and sold. I have 2 years of stuff to do because I spent two years taking care of Nick and not my house.
My basement is a DISASTER! Who’s game!!?? ugh
Something or someone was lurking outside my bedroom window last night. Jegs was so restless and he kept looking at the window, then he jump off the bed and RAN for the front door. I let him out and he hightailed it to the back of the house. I didn’t hear him fight or bark so whatever/whomever it was, had already left.
I don’t need that right now either.
So falling asleep last night …………didn’t happen. Not easily. I think it’s the first time I cried myself to sleep.
And man I can feel it today.
Something just welled up in me and I lost it.
I miss him.