Will it get easier?

This is the first time Meg has been up to see Nick since the funeral. She stood up there for a long time. She wanted to tell him about her wonderful wedding. Missing him is a part of her daily life. Just like mine…..

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Matteo went up to see him when he was here. He, too, stood for a long while.


When I stood there yesterday, it became fresh and new all over again. I told Nick how much I miss him and that it’s so hard to visit because it rips the wound open again.

He was a well loved man. I hope he knows this.


About Boo

Grandmother to 10....no 11....or is it 12 now? Getting back into life after losing the love of my life to cancer. Read my struggles with daily life........or don't. But I hope it helps ONE person get thru the same thing I went thru......
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6 Responses to Will it get easier?

  1. Teresa says:

    He totally knows you loved him. There was always something special between you both. You could just look at each other and see and feel the love. He is loving you from heaven.

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  2. A Perfectmindstorm says:

    Yes, he knows. And yes, it will get easier with time. Hugss

    Liked by 1 person

  3. I’m certain he knows Boo! as to it getting easier… eventually…

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    • Boo says:

      It is getting better. I can make it thru a day laughing and smiling, even when I think of him. Then something happens that slaps me. Like last night…I went to a Memorial Service. I could feel him SO strongly…..


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