It’s mine to grieve or celebrate or be happy or be sad whenever I damn well please…
This series of 4 photos my daughter in law did……tells it all. Taken in May 2015, we had gotten the all clear, no cancer showing up, happy news. In the back of my mind, I thought it too good to be true, but I kept that to myself.
We took our son Matteo and a couple friends over to my son’s camper to do a photo shoot. This is where his wife, Bec wanted to do them. Wow…did she pick it? or did she PICK IT!? The background was perfect.
He did love me. This first photo says that loud and clear. I didn’t doubt it but sometimes it’s nice to see evidence. *smiles*
Look at that smile. He could be naughty….but apparently I didn’t mind it being caught on camera. *thud*
The laugh lines around his eyes and mouth….I miss those. I wish I could remember what he said here. It had me just laughing…I miss that smile, those arms around me.
I titled this one “Nick most likely saying something entirely inappropriate.” But then that was a lot of times. He had a good sense of humor.
We had a good life. I just wish it was still going.
I miss him.