….when I feel I can’t do this anymore.
When I miss Nick, or Auntie , or even Julie and G’ma Lola to the point I am paralyzed, unable to continue a normal day when memories visit . . .
…..when memories overwhelm me….it’s like a movie in fast forward. Like a movie I want to pause for rewrites.
I know one day, things won’t be so raw and painful . ..and that even though the pain of loss will still be there….there will be an acceptance that will make me smile in memory of those I have lost.
Thank you, Laurie …..for giving me hope. I love you.