Well there is no way I’m the old me anymore. I’ve been through too much over the last few years.
I started going back through my blog archives and NOW I can see the pattern. He was sick in 2012 and Mayo failed to find it. Stomach problems, losing weight, why didn’t they put the camera into his stomach WAY back then??????
And I just signed up for insurance with this hospital on Tuesday night.
It WILL be brought up on my first visit. They will have to earn my trust now.
I do miss the old me. The one that could remember anything, full of self confidence, courage, strength. Sometimes I think I just live to get home and crank up my stereo. I’ll get back a semblance of me….just not the old one.
And maybe this one will be a better me……….?
I will bless my neighbor. May my neighbor bless me. ~HAL