I had a LONG talk with a dear friend last night. HOPEFULLY got a lot of things cleared up and aired out and we can move along now. I’m sorry life isn’t dealing either of us the cards we want, but that’s life.
I believe in the above…….
I’m just going quiet from a lot of people….It doesn’t matter what I say, they want to twist it to make me look bad. To find out that a long time friends says I’m using Nick’s death to get attention is beyond reprehensible. I would MUCH rather have him here. What he and I was special. Once in a lifetime. If I’m sad about it? YOU deal with it. Because I’ll do what I have to do to learn how to NOT get over it, but learn how to COPE with it and learn how to LIVE again, without him here.