Be alive with me….


Since my trip to California, I feel like I’m really coming back to the land of the living. My thought process is getting better. I’m remembering more every day things. I am doing OK.

Then I get slammed with Heather’s death. I will be OK tho. Sometimes I think it’s just gonna roll off my back, then I think of her sister Heidi and I lose it for a bit. But I am bouncing back faster.

I decided I am not going to date anyone who knew Nick. I just want to put that part of my life in the past to pull out when I want to or need to, and not be reminded all the time. I want to think of Nick when I want to, when I am prepared to, when I can deal with it.

I have a new man in my life that makes me smile and laugh.

He lost his wife to cancer. So he knows how I feel, I know how he feels.

Added bonus?

He didn’t know Nick.


About Boo

Grandmother to 11....or is it 12 now? Getting back into life after losing the love of my life to cancer. Read my struggles with daily life........or don't. But I hope it helps ONE person get thru the same thing I went thru......
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5 Responses to Be alive with me….

  1. Ronda says:

    ❤ ❤


  2. You both have sorrow in your hearts too. But perhaps you can each help each other heal.

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    • Boo says:

      I think we can. We both know how the other feels/felt. Losing a spouse is ….. heartrending that I think it almost has to be someone who has gone thru something like that needs to be the one to help you. I had one friend who helped me more than he will ever understand. But he hasn’t lost a spouse. He lost a friend in Nick.


  3. Christine says:

    Hospice of souls, I truly understand making a new life for yourself. I am glad to hear that

    Liked by 1 person

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