TUESDAY and things are heavy on my mind….

It’s Tuesday.

And for some reason, Nick has been heavy on my mind. I have been doing quite well with him the last few months. But now……I think about him all the time. I think it must be the whirlwind of doing things in the last 4 weeks he was alive … they are all coming back to me now.

This was the time a year ago,  when I talked to my boss and my CEO and told them that it was no longer about how many vacation days I had left, it was about how many weeks/days/hours Nick had left and what he wanted to do with them.

They both told me “Do what you need to do. We’ll deal with it later.”

One of the girls at HQ gave me two of her vacation days.

So I started planning a trip to Harris Bay Resort in Ignace, Canada.

I’ve blogged this before. If you want to read about it, check out June 20, 2016 on to July 22, 2016 when he passed away. That’s where the trip,it’s many details and his last 4 weeks start. I would give the world to go again.

I miss you, my love.