Monthly Archives: July 2017

It was a long ass weekend…..

Family reunion. Family bullshit. But always good to see the sister cousins and brother cousins. No photos. No desire to write today. I’m just blank. Advertisements

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Our last photo together

One year ago, July 27, 2016. His best friend, Joe, is holding me up. Or was I holding him up? Or maybe it was mutual. I don’t recall.  I just know we were both hurting, pretty bad. I will be … Continue reading

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The day before….

I think this was the day I met with the pastor about the service. Everything is such a blurrrrrr…. Then I get to work today and realize I’m wearing the same top I wore to the funeral a year ago … Continue reading

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This was Monday last year….

I don’t even remember what I did. All I do know is that I posted his obit on here. Maybe I went up and picked out his plot. Which wasn’t where his BROTHER thought it should be. I thought it … Continue reading

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So….my weekend…

…………ended up being better than I had hoped. Friday night my friend Kevin had to deliver some parts to Plover. When he goes to Plover? I go with. Golden Corral. LOVE that place. I was pretty careful on what I … Continue reading

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The end

My soulmate, my other half, my man, my lover, husband and friend. Gone. His eyes were half open. I closed them and kissed them. Knowing I would never watch those beautiful blues turn to charcoal from passion again. I rubbed … Continue reading

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One year ago……

…this morning, I awakened to an empty house. They had taken Nick about 4am. The hospice nurse had left. Jegs and Sprint had gone to a friend’s house. I felt that same emptiness this morning when I woke up. The … Continue reading

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