Thank you Mr. Gill…..

I ADORE Vince Gill and his music.  His “I Still Believe in You” album is one of my all time favorites.

This song has been hitting home for the last few months …. since the numb lifted and the pain and reality has set in.

Love never broke anyone’s heart:

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A long time ago someone told me
It’s not love that causes the pain
Whenever a heart has been shattered
It’s the losing of love that’s to blame

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It’s the losing of love that’s to blame.

That line really hit me yesterday morning. Nick’s love never hurt me. It’s when I lost it, through his death, that the pain set in. He was good at making me feel loved. And after he died, I realized more and more just how much he loved me.

I am coming to terms with that. It’s been a long rough road. People have noticed the change in me. I’ll get there.