In order to have a new love, what do I do with the old love?
I know. He is gone. But he will never be forgotten. Nor will the love I had for him diminish. The pain and the love are mellowing with time. But I will never forget how much I loved that man.
I stood in the shower last night with tears just running down my face realizing in order to fall in love again, I have to put my love for Nick in a different ‘compartment’. I have to move it somewhere so maybe, just maybe, I can fit Ken in there.
He makes me laugh. Has for years. This photo? Anywhere from 5-8 years ago. I’ll never forget this. I told Ken I could have ONE drink. He brings me a Kahlua and cream in THAT glass. Full. Then he puts his finger in my ear trying to hold MY marbles in??
What a goof.
We had a good 3 day weekend.
I hope we KEEP having good weekends.