< — Is this better, Jim?
I smiled all weekend.
I met up with my new potential and we had a very nice 15 minutes. As I was leaving, he kissed me so thoroughly, my toes curled. It was difficult to put my shoes on yet this morning………ya! I know! I haven’t been kissed like that since before Nick got sick. Once he got ill, that aspect of our lives was the first thing to go. I tingled deliciously all over………..wow. TMI? deal with it.
And I really missed being kissed like that. I’ve been kissed by other men since he passed…but none like this guy. OMG………it’s all I could think about all weekend… I haven’t felt like that in 4 years….smiling and grinning like a fool. That man can kiss. To modify a phrase from Jad …“NO Vanilla”…He was all Confetti with balloons and streamers, flashing lights and smiles.
Where was I?
Oh, ya….on to the rest of the weekend….
Friday night, I decided to not go to the football game. Now I wish I would have pushed through the way I felt and gone. Caiden made a touchdown catch!!! Right on the goal line! They won 42-0. WTG boys! Saturday morning is 2 football games now. One in their hometown, and one 30 minutes north. I didn’t make any of them this weekend. But NEXT weekend. I may be footballed out….!
Plus the one for the college student. They played up in Northern MN this past Sat. Lost again but the score was MUCH closer. 27-31. So they are coming together. He got caught with a cleat on his right hand. That can’t be good. He needed stitches….He’ll be ok.
I stayed home Saturday and finished a baby blanket. (I’ll post photos tomorrow), and watched 3 Star Trek movies over the weekend. The current ones from 2009 Star Trek, 2013 Star Trek Into Darkness, and 2016 Star Trek Beyond. Pretty good movies but I think the sets were way too elaborate for your mind’s eye to transition into Star Trek with James T. Kirk and the 1960’s set for us ‘old Trekkies’….
Sunday….I didn’t get up very early…awakened thinking about that toe curl…..
Finished up the Star Trek movies and the grey baby blanket. Now I need to get to the Pickle Patch so I can hopefully sell them.
Jegs is faithfully taking his meds like a trooper and is a MUCH perkier dog. Back to his bouncy self.
I didn’t sleep well over the weekend. Wrestling with the question of how to tell my daughter and son in law it’s time for them to find a place. She must be pretty hormonal to be so nasty to me. I’m trying to keep some peace and quiet and I’m being told ‘thanks for taking that lesson away.’ Well how is cleaning your plate off in the garbage like I don’t want y’all to do a good thing to teach but being respectful of my watching a movie a good time for them to be as loud as possible in front of me not letting those kids be kids and having fun playing?
I don’t want our relationship to deteriorate anymore so they need to find their own place now.
So between that and my Friday late afternoon…….my mind kept racing…..
I’ll be taking my Melatonin at 7pm tonight………………..