Don’t be………………

After Nick died, there were SO many more people I lost….till I thought I would just end it myself. It’s hard to live without the people you love…..But I made it through. I am here yet today, even after losing so many more that my heart hurts.

Then I go back to my parents place and do a community supper. I see all the people I grew up with and my heart renews…..

Amazing what ‘home’ can do for you……….

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I have done this in the shower more times than I can count in the last 2 years.


I love my family. I love my friends. I hope, by my actions and words, they know this.

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Some people learn this too late.

I am one of them.

Don’t be part of this group……

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6 thoughts on “Don’t be………………

    1. And there are days when I go to those dark places again….like this week. But I also remember this is my life and I can’t keep doing that. I want to enjoy my life. I found out just how short life it. “Where there is great grief, there was deep love.” He didn’t want me to mourn too long. Which is hard to do but I have to move on. I cannot wallow in my grief. It will only kill me.


    1. I do and I don’t. Home has always been the farm. That was sold a year ago. Now the town is home. Where the folks live now. In a little two bedroom apartment. … *sigh*


  1. They say loss is a part of living, but sometimes it can be more than we can bear. I don’t need a rain shower to let loose the tears, some days the simplest little thing will remind me of someone who is no longer here and I’ll weep. It’s cathartic, and quite necessary to carry on without them.

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