Hello God, it’s me again. Boo.
Nick hasn’t come to me in a long time now. Have you found something for him to do? Wonderful man that he is? You know he’ll help anyone you need….
I miss him still. I always will. But I am trying to move on. It’s not working very well but at least I am trying…..not wallowing anymore.
Learning to live without the love of my life has been the hardest thing I have ever done. I am muddling through it. Day by day. Trying to honor his wish that I not mourn long. Well that ship has sailed. It’s been 2 1/2 years.
Dan and I had an interesting chat Wednesday evening. I told him my Ladies Night Ladies are rooting for him and I to get together. Yes, I know age is just a number but when it is that big between 2 people……I don’t know. And I’m finding the manners and romance quotient of men my age? ….is very low. What? Why? Dan, however, is the perfect gentleman and I am so comfortable in his company. I know the man I want. The one that will get me back in the game.
I just wish he would take a chance on us. Can you help me out here a bit?
Until our next chat, God. Keep up the good work…