I’m blank today….

I got to see Brian (AKA My millionaire) last night….I haven’t seen him since I walked away on January 1st.

hard to let go of the demons that are holding on

It was good to see him. I have missed him. And he really misses me. He won’t say it but his actions sure do. But…he knows (as I keep reminding him) what has to be done. I have to stand firm on this. He keeps telling me “I know. I know.”

He knows he can’t be with me until it’s done. He tells me I am such a warm loving person but he thinks I can be a hard ass too.

underestimate me

Don’t piss me off. I don’t get so mad and want revenge like I used to. I walk away. It’s easier on the heart. And after I do? Then people realize that they actually like being by me. Then it’s too late……


I found this today. Each of you ………….. take it to heart.


About Boo

Grandmother to 10....no 11....or is it 12 now? Getting back into life after losing the love of my life to cancer. Read my struggles with daily life........or don't. But I hope it helps ONE person get thru the same thing I went thru......
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4 Responses to I’m blank today….

  1. Stand firm. Be yourself. And laugh with those whose existence you love.

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  2. Good quote. You do what is right for you. What makes you happy.

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  3. Dewy says:

    It’s hard but it needs to be done

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