I got to see Brian (AKA My millionaire) last night….I haven’t seen him since I walked away on January 1st.
It was good to see him. I have missed him. And he really misses me. He won’t say it but his actions sure do. But…he knows (as I keep reminding him) what has to be done. I have to stand firm on this. He keeps telling me “I know. I know.”
He knows he can’t be with me until it’s done. He tells me I am such a warm loving person but he thinks I can be a hard ass too.
Don’t piss me off. I don’t get so mad and want revenge like I used to. I walk away. It’s easier on the heart. And after I do? Then people realize that they actually like being by me. Then it’s too late……
I found this today. Each of you ………….. take it to heart.
Welcome to my little corner of the institution... 
Stand firm. Be yourself. And laugh with those whose existence you love.
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It’s hard to stand firm when I just want to melt into his arms. ………… grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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Good quote. You do what is right for you. What makes you happy.
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It’s hard but it needs to be done
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Remind me again what this one has to do? Something about an ex…?
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She’s not an ex. She’s a 32 year old from Mississippi living in Chicago and she has a record. I’m done with it. He can have her.
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Wise choice..
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I will always be friends with him. But if she MOVES here? Nope. He’s gone.
And that will make me sad because we had SUCH fun……
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That’s too bad, but you don’t need that kind of drama…
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I don’t WANT that kind of drama either.
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