Been struggling this week….

I recently reconnected with two of Nick’s and my friends. They didn’t know about him. So the whole story got told. Again. Yesterday I sent them both ‘The Photo’

Nick and Sue benefit
I hope they look at it and smile. And see, like everyone else does, the love we had.

Nicks headstone
I miss these hands. They knew me.Nicks hands
June is when he decided to stop the poison they call chemo. You know that crap, the stuff that causes cancer.

We were on our “Bittersweet Farewell Tour” this week. We both knew it was the last time we’d get to spend any quality time together before it was too late.

Nick at Grand Marias on the way up toNick at Cross Falls.jpg
He did a lot of thinking, reflecting, and praying. We prayed a lot those 10 days. He prayed for a miracle. I prayed for …………I don’t know what. I know part was a peace filled, dignified, and easy end for him. After all the suffering he did…………….he deserved that.

I miss him so.

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