I’m so ready for it to be 4pm. I’m just done with today. Jim is coming over tonight. Even tho he gets up at 3:15am to go to work, I enjoy our time together.
Nick and I had a long one sided conversation today. I thanked him for sending Jim my way and that I will always miss and love him.
The finality of death is such a (for lack of a better term) show stopper. Everything just STOPS. Except your love and grief.
I don’t think that will ever end no matter HOW I feel about Jim.