I’ve been struggling with Nick. I see cardinals all the time. And for some reason the 5 year has hit me hard.
I think I’m slowly getting better. I had gotten to the point where I could watch a sappy movie and not cry at the drop of a hat. Not so much anymore.
Between losing Lori and the 5 year thing, I’ve not been doing well. I even missed Portland services this year because I just couldn’t bring myself to leave my house.