Caro Dio, parte quattro

Hello God. It’s me, Boo.

Life has been pretty hectic. I made it through my wedding anniversary just fine this year. I think having Gary loving me as he does makes things better. Because he may not say it, he shows it. It’s pretty nice.

Things have gotten easier. And yet, when I hold Willa, it hits hard. He would have been wrapped around her little finger. You and I both know that.

I still miss him. I hope you are enjoying his company. You must be keeping him occupied because I haven’t ‘seen’ him in awhile. Maybe I won’t see him anymore. Gary seems to be on the approved list.

By the way? Thank you for sending Gary my way. I feel content. I am happy. He takes good care of me. I take care of him. We have fun. We smile and laugh and the weekends are far too short.

So maybe I am not so mad anymore.  Because oh Lordie was I mad at You.

Maybe I have moved on. Because I had no choice. I don’t see me having another ‘love of my life’. But then who knows. Laura was the love of his life just like Nick was mine. Gary and I both speak about our lost spouses. Maybe too much. Maybe soon we will have everything out there and won’t need to speak of them at all.

He is a good man. He is good to me. I have faith in him and I trust him.

Maybe that is enough………….?

 

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It’s been a LONG time ……

….since a song has brought me to my knees. I thought I had worked through all of them that were ‘our’ songs, or talked of love or loss.

Guess not.

Thursday morning this song did me in. I finally found 3 of my 4 Josh Groban CD’s. I hadn’t heard anything of his for quite a while and I need to change up my music in the car now and then.

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Yes, I like his music. Remember, Italy is my favorite…….

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So this song came on.

Caught me unawares.

To Where You Are

Who can say for certain
Maybe you’re still here
I feel you all around me
Your memories so clear
Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You’re still an inspiration
Can it be

That you are my
Forever love
And you are watching over me
From up above.

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for a while
To know you’re there
A breath away’s not far to where you are.

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream?
And isn’t faith believing
All power can’t be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me
Everyday

Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me
From up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
and that love will live on
And never leave

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for a while
To know you’re there
A breath away’s not far to where you are.
I know you’re there
A breath away’s not far to where you are.

What I wouldn’t give for just ONE more day…..

Anyway……

I was OK after the song finished. It just took me by surprise. jb2
Dayum! Lookee those brown eyes.

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Need I say more…..?

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We are having an Evening of Solidarity event for the organization called Bluff Country Family Resources….I am on the board of this organization.

I was asked to send a photo and explanation of why I was involved with them.

I think this says it all.

What do YOU think?

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